Just Things 2nd day

Wow this is my 2nd day here in blogger. I woke up done a few cleaning and I know this is weird and all but cleaning helps forget somethings. Which is good when your by your self at home waiting for a phone or someone to message you on the Internet. Today has kind of crazy but I just want to thank my young brother for being there for me today. When you need him he is always there. He is my only brother but really he is like my best friend. So that is one of the people who's helping me out get threw all this crazy life and we have our goals set. They're different from mine but I see that it helps me out. Find that someone in your life, anyone who you know that can help you get by. Anyone can find this. I have friends and they all help me out online. Try the Internet. I never thought it would help me get so far to where I am now. Friends help take the pain away. They're always there when your down. Earlier I said find the things to help you move forward in life and have a reason for it, well I love my son. He is making me move. I do anything to see the cute smile on his face. My goal is to make sure he has everything lol. He is my world and my air when I breathe. Hopefully 2 to 3 years from now I'll have a place for him so he can come fishing, surfing or what ever he wants to do. It's all for him. I really want him to look up to has father. The only way how to do that is to help yourself first in life. Get set up. Look for guides that will help you get out of the bad habits. Open a saving and forget what you put in it until a year after see what you have. May you can buy something that can support in or your friends, family and a love one. Wow I feel so much better writing all this down. I feel like it's working and my life is a new beginning. I really want to workout again and lose all the weight I put on but that's because my ex's was so much of a good cook it made me gain alot lol. So yeah, I wonder what today holds for me? I might workout later tonight and maybe hang out since it's a Sunday and there is nothing to do in the house. So I have my friends laptop and it's he only way how I'm able to have Internet since the computers here don't have strong connections to his place. I'll have to buy something strong to get Internet lol. Well guys I'm moving and you should be finding help. There are people out there that goes nuts when they find out bad things. DON'T do anything crazy that will hurt yourself or other people please, I beg you. Life in time will get better. If I'm handling like this you should try to do the same. It hurts but please look forward, find help and think of your love ones. Thanks for seeing this :).