Moving on.

Man today is just going by so show. I think it's the weather out here or something? That's funny I just asked myself my own question lol. Well I'm still hoping for these jobs to hire me so I can just move on already. Well lately I've been feeling a bit lonely. I really don't know why cause I have my family here with my friends. I guess it's not just that at all. I feel a bigger part missing, like a puzzle or something. There is this emptiness I can't figure out. I feel great around people all.... but for some weird reason. I think I might have to figure that out later I guess. So back to working out. Lately I've been doing some sit ups and man does it hurt now. I like doing sit ups sp much. I can't wait to do more workouts. Helps me forgot must of the things it is going on outside. Lately I've been thinking of a lot of poems. I don't know why but it makes me feel relaxed. The book stores always made me so relaxed. I never done this before but the self help section of the store where the books are at. Some what these books help a little build up your future and how to set your goals. They all sound good and hope to finish all of them. I also gone out and started finding things for my son and at the store Lowe's there was these toys and you can build them and they're so cute. They are made from wood and you use a hammer and other tools to make them. It's really neat lol. One day I would really like to build a toy for my son from scratch. I need to buy the tools doh. I like to see if I can make him so cute animals. I love my son and miss him so much. I hope one day I can hold him in my arms again. *Sign*... He is the only reason why I'm moving along. My heart will always be with him, even if I'm not I will watch him from above.